I’m one of them now.
I feel stark sorrow and joy.
I talk in decipherable terms;
I’m civil, I wonder of harmless happenings
I have chained my neurons
To the mundane textbooks of today
I speak of winning, as if there is only one way
I dare not, of a path untrodden.
It pains me deepest, the thought that the switch
May be permanent, not sth guided by will
Become something I can settle for, be calmer with.
I used to wander, free, unbridled.
I would laugh, and cry, and my eyes would round
At the death of innocence
I have a pace, a path now. Did I ask for this?
Or did I not, and was it thrust?
Sadly, I may never know.
Much more sadly, even, I may never seek it.
Everyone goes thru it amool
ReplyDeleteEvery one has to!
Brand [V]
It's better to burn out than to fade away, eh? Mr. Young would be proud.
ReplyDeletenice...
ReplyDeleteTake a break. Actually, no don't!
ReplyDeleteKeep blogging.
And best o luk fr the boards.
i thought Mr.Cobain said that in his suicide note...who's Mr.Young?
ReplyDeletethank you tyler.
maybe i should take a break. how the hell'd you know i had my boards? wat's the study you've made bout me?
and yea, how on earth did sidd and tyler find my blog?
ReplyDeleteMr. Neil Young - "Hey Hey, My My". Mr. Cobain was a fan, and it was probably a reference to the song. Check out the lyrics, and see for yourself:
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My my, hey hey
Rock and roll is here to stay
It's better to burn out
Than to fade away
My my, hey hey.
Out of the blue
and into the black
They give you this,
but you pay for that
And once you're gone,
you can never come back
When you're out of the blue
and into the black.
The king is gone
but he's not forgotten
This is the story
of a Johnny Rotten
It's better to burn out
than it is to rust
The king is gone
but he's not forgotten.
Hey hey, my my
Rock and roll can never die
There's more to the picture
Than meets the eye.
Hey hey, my my.
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Found this blog linked your blog on Blogfather, where I blog as well.
hmm.. I like it. And you've written well again. Though I sincerely hope, you aren't feeling this depressed.
ReplyDeleteAnd sweetie, come what may, pleej don't SETTLE for anythign ever. You may call what I'm saying nai`ve or you may think of it as being strong..take your pick!
And I'm sorry I had left a comment, the last time I visited. I havent being having alot of time at hand. I haven't being having ANY time at hand.
and why wud u care anyway, eh? I'm a NOBODY.
hmph.