Changer Danger!!

name says it all basically. I've changed, since the 'thing' - man, i knew my honesty was a problem with me, anyway, i guess this is the right way to go about it - slow and steady, and i will actually grow, not behave like a pseudoperson only in particular company.

Change is one thing that everybody dreads. Well, not really, because that's the only thing they've been doing consistently - but a conscious and glaring huge change. For instance, our 'break'. We've just decided to remain good (read: best) friends for a while, and over the past few days, i wasn't even assuaging a broken heart. 'Friends' is working out fine with me. Yeah, sometimes i start imagining things which this blog isn't worthy of mention for.
Well, i suppose this is more like a tribute. For all the things we'd been, the fun we'd had, the intimacy we shared (no pervert, not just the physical intimacy) biggest problem is now i won't know where the 'line' is. Sucks big time. But i know for a fact, that things will look back up, i will make them look up. I think i was responsible for the fall-out, well, i'll repair it all the way back.
As Rand would put it, her struggle was only a tribute to him, so he would fight back harder and his victory would be sweeter.
Feminists, don't read this. At the end of the day, i don't mind being his personal myrmidon - as he has submitted in me everything that he is.
Strange stuff to read huh? Pk thanks for a quote you'd used, i think it'll be appropriate here "there's not much to say, there's too much to feel"

and yes, i'm still going to Karwar, and am joining NUJS. If it "opens wounds" or brings back "stygian horrors",
So be it. I will prove my strength by handling them.